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Topic: Good God, I did it
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Dyinghere
♀ 41313
Member # 41313 |  Posted: 10:41 PM, December 25th (Wednesday), 2013 |     |
I did the last 2days for them. I didn't cry, I cooked, I cleaned, I smiled, I sang, I dressed up, took pictures. I served meals and played games. I even laughed. My children had a great Christmas.
Now they are in bed, I took a minute to myself and my heart felt the full force of the pain that I have ignored by sheer force of will for 2 days.
Oh, it hurts. Knowing he said those endearments to her. Knowing he did those things with her.
My heart hurts so much. I am glad Christmas Day is done.
Posts: 170 | Registered: Nov 2013 |
caregiver9000
♀ 28622
Member # 28622 | | Posted: 10:45 PM, December 25th (Wednesday), 2013 | |
(((hugs)))
Congratulations! You did it!! Be proud of yourself and let the feelings come now that the day is done. Do something kind for yourself and sleep well.
Me: 44, independent, happy, despite co-parenting with a lower muppet
FT "Stretch" (and Skew!) ;)
DS 13 DS 10
S 5/2010
D 12/2012
Posts: 6017 | Registered: May 2010 | From: a better place |
jrc1963
♀ 26531
Member # 26531 | | Posted: 10:45 PM, December 25th (Wednesday), 2013 | |
(((Dyinghere)))
Me: BSO - 46
Him: FWSO - 69
DS - 13
D-Day - 12-11-09,
R - he finally came home
Your life is an Occasion. Rise to it. - Mr. Magorium, "Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium"
Posts: 24943 | Registered: Dec 2009 | From: Florida |
Dreamland
♀ 40488
Member # 40488 | | Posted: 11:35 PM, December 25th (Wednesday), 2013 | |
Huggs you are a champ.. I tried the best I could but found myself a little distant.
Huggs to Us Betrayed moms.
Me-BS 50 Him-WH 47, DD17
Together since 1993, Married 19 yrs
DDay 3/12,4/12,7/12 EA-PA OW - 25 single husband chasing bastard whore
Posts: 515 | Registered: Aug 2013 |
lemony.2008
♀ 20125
Member # 20125 | | Posted: 11:42 PM, December 25th (Wednesday), 2013 | |
((((Dyinghere))))
You're an awesome mom. Your children are very lucky. 
Sending love and peace. More hugs.
Feel the feelings and drop the story. - Pema Chodron
Posts: 2243 | Registered: Jul 2008 | From: Canada |
goodbye_virginia
♀ 16321
Member # 16321 | | Posted: 12:21 AM, December 26th (Thursday), 2013 | |
What a great mom!
Now take some time to decompress...some time for you. Hugs.
Me- BW 35
Him - WH 43
Posts: 53 | Registered: Sep 2007 | From: Texas |
Nailinmyforehead
♂ 38427
Member # 38427 | | Posted: 5:03 AM, December 26th (Thursday), 2013 | |
Congrats! You did it!
"Son, you've got the future- shining like a piece of gold, but I swear as we get closer- it looks more like a lump of coal"
Posts: 137 | Registered: Feb 2013 | From: Ohio |
karmahappens
♀ 35846
Member # 35846 | | Posted: 5:41 AM, December 26th (Thursday), 2013 | |
The first one is the hardest. Take some time for you going forward.
(((hugs)))
“And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom”
Anaïs Nin
Me: 45
Him: 47
Dday 8/2007
We have R'd
Posts: 3893 | Registered: Jun 2012 | From: Massachusetts |
nowiknow23
♀ 33226
Member # 33226 | | Posted: 8:59 AM, December 26th (Thursday), 2013 | |
((((dyinghere)))) Be gentle with yourself over the next few days, honey.
You can call me NIK
"Keep your face always toward the sunshine - and shadows will fall behind you."
-Walt Whitman
Posts: 27088 | Registered: Aug 2011 |
Dyinghere
♀ 41313
Member # 41313 | | Posted: 10:38 AM, December 26th (Thursday), 2013 | |
(((((((Hugs)))))))))) back to all of you.
We are all stronger than we used to be.
Peace.
Posts: 170 | Registered: Nov 2013 |
ziganska
♀ 41690
Member # 41690 | | Posted: 12:11 PM, December 26th (Thursday), 2013 | |
Congrats to you! I am personally looking forward to next Tuesday at midnight because I want to put 2013 behind me forever. May you get through that day too and more to come. You are clearly stronger than you think!
Me: 42
Him: 49
DD: 12/2/2013
Married: 9 years but together for 15
Recovering, Reconciling, Rebuilding, Restoring
Posts: 123 | Registered: Dec 2013 | From: New York |
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