or thats what it feels like anyway.
I just feel so lost these last couple days, and today was an overwhelming sense of emptyness
I've been fighting for him to make the decision on whether or not he wants to R or not. This whole time, I've been clinging onto this idea of who we could be if he decided he wanted to give us another chance, how great we could be if we worked past our problems.
except today, i think i've come to the realization that he isn't who i thought he was, and i dont know if he ever can be that person... the image I had of us is gone.
I don't see a reason to R anymore, and I feel so empty.
Maybe i'm just having a moody day, but I had to get it out somehow, so here it is.
Together 2 years
my ONS->1 mo EA abroad
after D-Day BF admitted he had broken NC with EXGF (EA)