Love is a choice.
I applaud you going to the MC sessions continuously. That's always been hard for people even those truly working on R.
MC is supposed to be for both people. I think her anger has more to do with the feeling that yet again she is not a priority. That work emergencies trump her, that it is more important than her.
The number of times you attend IC/MC is dependent on what you both need to work on. There was absolutely no way that we would both miss it when we plan. We either go together or the BS makes the call of what's ok.
Hope that helps you.
True love is harder to come by than soul mates. True love requires work.
Ignorance can be cured with knowledge. There is no cure for being an idiot.