I am trYing to quit smoking. Not sure if I should even bother. During year two, If the last month has anything to say how the next year is going to be I am going to need something!
I cant drink, for fear of starting, its an issue in my family and a serious fear for me, I am trying not to bake too much cause I will end up with a different problem,
Urr, And honestly I hate cleaning house. I do it but I hate it, so it will not substitute.
When he is angry my fears jump in and I am trying to find a way to come back from them, I'm okay, He told me it wasn't me , it was triggered by our conversation. And still it wouldn't be a problem if it wasn't me. It would have been a discussion. I know he thought of all the pat blameshifting and some of the problem I have had and some of the things we have discovered to be my triggers. Oh I am rambling
I wish there was some type of sponsor program here, . Some type of contact. My best friend has enough of her own crap going on and all it does is make it that her past and all her pain come forward, and she kinda done with it . they are in the mindset he should be over it:-(
Anyways, I think I am a little nuts right now. Plus anyone else notice the full moon, increases anger, anxiety and depression>