I decided to enjoy my M. I decided to appreciate all my FWH efforts and deeds. I decided to let my walls down 85% and allow myself to demonstrate my love to him.Since Dday he has been consistent, in full R.
These past few weeks I have been more on WW site than here, and realized that while he is committed to R, I was not fully committed.
Thank you to former Waywards who are remorseful and bold enough to share their thoughts and experiences. It opened my eyes to my shortcomings and my H mindset, and current emotions.
I have accepted, I forgave, now I am considering adding reconciled to my status.
[This message edited by pendant at 9:39 PM, January 17th (Friday)]