He told me he had just been trying to be nice to me and laughed in my face. When I was in the act of informing the ladies spouse, my fiance began to threaten calling the police to stop me.
I was like wtf.
I hate the flashbacks that come as I am being told i was always loved and wanted and I remember at the same time something like what I just told about the police.
Behavior patterns of WW that is similar to LTA behavior. Places where they went I cant go to now.
Yay for us enjoying this gift that keeps giving.
Hope in reality is the worst of all evils because it prolongs the torments of man.
The other, where H falls asleep, his phone slipping out of his Ambien-ass hand. I pick it up and lay it beside me on the bed for a few minutes, dreading the trip to Hell that I have a feeling I am about to take. Finally, I pick up the phone, and right there is a passionate text from OW.
Ugh, just thinking about those moments is making me break out in a cold sweat and feel sick, but at least I have consciously brought them out of my mind. The really bad times are when they suddenly hit you out of nowhere and knock you to the ground.
Latest DD - April 2013, PA