Topic: so sad
Member # 40665
| Posted: 7:09 PM, January 24th (Friday), 2014|
I find this forum helpful in a lot of ways.
That being said...I feel so lonely in my battle, and it is a battle right now.
I don't have the energy anymore.
I just don't.
So. Damn. Tired.
Lord, with Your help I will focus on each small step of the climb, instead of the mountain that stands before me.
Posts: 224 | Registered: Sep 2013 | From: USA
Member # 28622
| Posted: 7:17 PM, January 24th (Friday), 2014|
It is a battle. I am sorry you are battle weary. I understand.
Me: 45, independent, happy, despite parallel parenting with a lower muppet
FT "Stretch" (and Skew!) ;)
DS 15 DS 12
Posts: 7052 | Registered: May 2010 | From: a better place
Member # 41837
| Posted: 7:57 PM, January 24th (Friday), 2014|
I am right there with you honey. ((((Hugs)))
Me- BS 44 Always faithfull
Him- WS 44
2 mo. EA/PA with 25 yr. old slut that stroked his ego, OL profiles, CL ads
Married 8 years-No kids together
DDay-11/21/12...and many more
False R 2 LONG years
Time is a thief when your undecided
Posts: 159 | Registered: Dec 2013 | From: Northern Indiana
Member # 41631
| Posted: 8:40 PM, January 24th (Friday), 2014|
(((Gajit))) yes it is a battle but you are not alone. It's okay to not have energy. It's okay to be tired.
2 amazing kids DS, DD
Posts: 289 | Registered: Dec 2013
Member # 41688
| Posted: 9:26 PM, January 24th (Friday), 2014|
Completely understand. (((((Hugs))))))
WH: 43 Narcissist
Posts: 32 | Registered: Dec 2013
Member # 33735
| Posted: 8:17 AM, January 25th (Saturday), 2014|
(((Gajit))), totally natural and understandable.
It is the part of the nightmare that weighs us down to the point that we feel the only relief would be to admit defeat.
Hang in there. Stay strong. You CAN finish the battle. I promise you.
Re-energize. Take a day just for you. Go for a walk, run, massage, anything that will help ease the stress.
M -25 years, T - 31 years, 4 children
Dday October 8, 2011 - Multiple PAs and ONs
"When you give a lot of importance to someone in your life, you lose your importance in their life."
Posts: 952 | Registered: Oct 2011
Member # 29368
| Posted: 8:18 AM, January 25th (Saturday), 2014|
(((Gajit))) Hang in there!
Posts: 1970 | Registered: Aug 2010 | From: Midwest
Member # 27148
| Posted: 8:50 AM, January 25th (Saturday), 2014|
Someone I once loved gave me/ a box full of darkness/ It took me years to understand/ That this, too, was a gift. - Mary Oliver
Posts: 4732 | Registered: Jan 2010
Member # 41181
| Posted: 11:08 PM, January 25th (Saturday), 2014|
(((gajit))) I feel that way some days too! Just keep on keeping on! This whole infidelity crap sandwich just really sucks!! This too will pass ... that's what I keep saying to myself. Just one day at a time, just one foot in front of the other.
Boss A** B*tch
BS/52 Me, STBXpos/56, dd's 16&14
1st D-day 10/19/2013 EA/PA
2nd D-day 12/7/2013 LTA/Rendezvous
S 12/7/2013 No-fault state, 6 mo S, counting down the days.
Posts: 1271 | Registered: Oct 2013 | From: DE
Member # 40287
| Posted: 11:25 PM, January 25th (Saturday), 2014|
((((gait))))) it really is a hard battle but one you will win. Please hang in there and understand that you deserve so much better!
BW - Me 43
WH - Cheating Swine 43
Dday - February 12, 2013....a week before I was to give birth to the child I miscarried and 12 days before our 5th anniversary.
Posts: 364 | Registered: Aug 2013 | From: DFW
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