Hello everyone. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to frighten you. I don't feel like this is a big problem. I have been seeing a IC for months, and just recently stopped as I didn't feel like I was making progress. My WS is kind considerate and doing everything right... Except for answering in writing two questions. These are how will you help me heal and how have you cheated on me. He agreed to answer three questions from me at our MCs request . That was in October. He final answered the first question after about six weeks when we were again at MC and the MC took him and a pad and pencil and set him down in another room. Then he finally answered question one, which was, how do you think I feel?
I have asked him to answer the other two, cried and begged (I know I'm pitiful). He has said over and over he will - but obviously that is not going to happen.
I guess this is my answer of how to distract myself from the continuing pain and/or numbness.
Once I learn to accept that he will do all the other thing but not this then I guess that will replace the pain/numbness.
Really I'm okay - as okay as anyone can be 6 months out. Thank you all for your concern, I just have to learn a healthy way to deal with this, but for now this gives me a little relief.
I am on Prozac and Xanax. I hadn't taken the second for about a month at the request of my doctor, but I guess I need to explain to her that I still need it.
Please, don't worry about me,