Oh I so identify with this!
To be honest it broke my heart!
But I had to know and I needed FWH to stop lying and to get it out on paper so I had a tangible 'memory' of his lies.
My advice is to accept it will break your heart but my hope is that, in time, you will be grateful he was able to do this for you.
I read FWH's timeline when I was alone too as I knew I wanted to digest it before seeing him in the flesh so to speak.
[This message edited by MrsDoubtfire at 7:58 AM, February 7th (Friday)]