My wife has been as good as I could hope for in dealing with the aftermath of what she did, especially since it was so long ago. Iíve gotten to a point where I trust her kind of and I think thatís ok. Sometimes that feeling of panic and terror creeps in thought Ė ďis she at it again, is there someone else?Ē. I can get through it pretty well and set it aside when it happens, and she is willing to do whatever it takes to help me. Itís also happening less often, but itís always triggered by her opportunity Ė when I know she could be because of her schedule. She is already transparent and doing things that are reassuring. Like I said it has been getting better Ė is this a dreaded ďtimeĒ thing or is there something I can do. Any words of wisdom?
I apologize that I will not be able to check in on this thread for a while, but any help is really appreciated.