BS - 65
Today marks two years since I learned that my life was smoke and mirrors. Some days it feels like its been an instant while on others it's as if an eternity has passed.
My FWH has been working hard to fix what he shattered. I do see a marked difference yet there's always that hesitation to fully trust again.
Recently, I noticed that it's not the first thing that I think of when I awake. I know that's a good thing yet, on some level, I'm afraid to let it go. Again, it gets back to trust and the fear of being betrayed again.
As the name of this website states, I'm surviving infidelity. There are so many of you have helped in this painful journey. I wish to thank you. No matter how it ends up for each of us, it's comforting to have a place to turn to for the support of those who have "been there, done that." You're the best!!
WH - 63
Married 37 years
D-Day 6/1/16 Caught him back online early enough that no physical contact took place but still devastating. This sucks.