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libertyrocks posted 2/13/2014 10:51 AM

FWH and I "trying" to work it out, but when did you all get over the pure disgust of what they did?? Our sex life is great, I'm not gonna lie, I am 35 and probably hitting my sexual peak, but when I lay next to him at night, I think what a effing disgusting human being!! It's so in my phsychic to loathe him. I've been "faking" it like we're a happy little family for our boys, but I KNOW it's not going to work out between H and I. I'm waiting for our lease to be up to bail on him quietly during the night and serve him S/D papers. I mean, I forgive him, I really do, I feel bad for him. But, it's really too late for him to finally be the H I want now. Now, that he's awesome, I really don't want him anymore.

[This message edited by libertyrocks at 10:52 AM, February 13th (Thursday)]

libertyrocks posted 2/13/2014 10:53 AM

Nevermind, I know I need to leave my H. Plain and simple, I can't keep living a lie.

[This message edited by libertyrocks at 1:20 PM, February 13th (Thursday)]

TennisTC posted 2/13/2014 14:00 PM

Only you know what's right for you. And you deserve to live a happy and authentic life. Sending you (((hugs))), strength, and peace.

simplydevastated posted 2/13/2014 14:03 PM

(((Hugs)))

Lonelygirl10 posted 2/13/2014 14:10 PM

I don't have an answer to your question. (((LR))))

It still hits me sometimes, and I'm out of the relationship. I was reading a book today about the main characters salsa dancing, and it made me think of him sleeping with his tango dance partner. Instant disgusted feeling. I had to skip over that part of the book, and forcibly make myself think about something else.

It sounds like you know what you want to do though. Maybe that will bring you peace.

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