This Topic is Archived
libertyrocks (original poster member #38924) posted at 4:51 PM on Thursday, February 13th, 2014
FWH and I "trying" to work it out, but when did you all get over the pure disgust of what they did?? Our sex life is great, I'm not gonna lie, I am 35 and probably hitting my sexual peak, but when I lay next to him at night, I think what a effing disgusting human being!! It's so in my phsychic to loathe him. I've been "faking" it like we're a happy little family for our boys, but I KNOW it's not going to work out between H and I. I'm waiting for our lease to be up to bail on him quietly during the night and serve him S/D papers. I mean, I forgive him, I really do, I feel bad for him. But, it's really too late for him to finally be the H I want now. Now, that he's awesome, I really don't want him anymore.
[This message edited by libertyrocks at 10:52 AM, February 13th (Thursday)]
Me-37 Ws-37
2 kids
Dday Nov 2012, TT for a year.
Reconciling for the third time in 4 years.
libertyrocks (original poster member #38924) posted at 4:53 PM on Thursday, February 13th, 2014
Nevermind, I know I need to leave my H. Plain and simple, I can't keep living a lie.
[This message edited by libertyrocks at 1:20 PM, February 13th (Thursday)]
Me-37 Ws-37
2 kids
Dday Nov 2012, TT for a year.
Reconciling for the third time in 4 years.
TennisTC ( member #41330) posted at 8:00 PM on Thursday, February 13th, 2014
Only you know what's right for you. And you deserve to live a happy and authentic life. Sending you (((hugs))), strength, and peace.
Me: BW Him: WH (Both early 30's)
Married 11 years with a DD 7
R'ing
simplydevastated ( member #25001) posted at 8:03 PM on Thursday, February 13th, 2014
Me - BS, 40 (I'm not old...I'm vintage)
Two Wonderful children - DS11, DD8
Getting my ducks in a row for divorce... finally (4+ D-Days too many - listed in profile.)
Lonelygirl10 ( member #39850) posted at 8:10 PM on Thursday, February 13th, 2014
I don't have an answer to your question. (((LR))))
It still hits me sometimes, and I'm out of the relationship. I was reading a book today about the main characters salsa dancing, and it made me think of him sleeping with his tango dance partner. Instant disgusted feeling. I had to skip over that part of the book, and forcibly make myself think about something else.
It sounds like you know what you want to do though. Maybe that will bring you peace.
This Topic is Archived
