Madhatters doing well in R.
Trying, you have no idea how much I can relate to this.
BH has always flirted with a friend of mine. She moved away a year ago but I know they still talk on Facebook and recently they started snap chatting. BH is very private, I don't know the password to his phone, Facebook or email. He spends all evening on his phone nowadays, barely looks up from it.
I keep telling myself not to judge him by my own disgusting standards. I know deep down he's not capable of cheating on me. I could never talk to him about it now, he would go crazy if he knew what I was thinking.
Chin up. Unwavering. Fight. I can do this.