I woke up this morning with a little more clarity, thanks to everyone here. I thought you really had to decide immediately if you were willing to R and then go all in.
This morning I realized all I have to do right now is take care of myself and worry about healing me, not our M. He has to convince me if there is an M to save.
Starting 180, starting my healing instead of being consumed with his A. Still keeping my eyes wide open but letting go of some of the all consuming pain until I am better equipped to deal. I will decide if R is even feasible when he proves it is.
I am so disappointed when a liar's pants don't actually start on fire.
BS me 41
WH 42 his whore was my friend
Married 24 years
Finally finding R?
3 kids 3 grand kids
DDay 1 -Jan 2 2014
DDay 2 -Feb 20 2014 A went underground fo