I am on vacation, and have done a good job of breaking from the drama. I am feeling scared about the future...about finances, which I shouldn't be. I have a good job and some security... It's just being on my own, without my partner.
I am nervous about the emotional baggage I will have that I haven't realized yet, that I may never get the family I want because of him.
I got hit on aggressively last night, which was kind of a trigger for me...made me think all men are dirtbags (which they aren't)
Sigh...just having a mood.
What I should focus on is I have my own place to go home to-where there was no other women playing house in while I was gone. I don't have anxiety about what he's doing. I am not going home to lies.... And I was married to one of those guys...not any more.