There isn't an hour that goes by that I don't think about the fact that my H had sex with another woman... it was something he swore throughout our whole marriage that I would NEVER have to worry about... I believed him 100%
I'm a year out from Dday, and it's on my thoughts nearly 24/7.. when will it end??!
I think about the friends I've lost in the last year bc of WH's A.. I think about all the lies he told me.... I think about how I would tell him stories about other men cheating on their wives and how he said it was fucked up!! little did I know, that as I was telling him these stories, HE was fucking someone else........
I think about the cyber sex I read between him and the OW.. I think about the I love yous that were said... I think about all the hurt...
Why can't I think about the good times we have..? why can't I look to the future? why is his A consuming my thoughts?
[This message edited by lovehatelove at 9:41 AM, March 6th (Thursday)]