or just a bad spell.
I have been sad, upset, crying, dreaming since dday #2.
Not constantly but with that constant internal ache/anxiety.
Now, the last few days I feel worse. I can't stop sleeping, constant nightmares. Today I was off from work and did absolutely nothing but sleep.
I feel exhausted and groggy. My sons are coming for dinner in 2 hours and I have done nothing, just want to cancel.
I know therapy, it helped but now that stbxwh left I cannot afford it.
I just feel overwhelmed, doing the basics feels like too much. I feel like all the energy for life got sucked out.
No question, guess I just have to move somehow.
This really is hell, even in my sleep."So often times it happens, that we live our lives in chains and we never even know we have the key"
I would now like to be known as Can!
dday October 21,2012
dday December 20, 2013
attempted R, it was all a lie