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Areukiddingme posted 3/11/2014 17:33 PM

Went to the dr today to get checked for STDs. started my day out crying hysterically and it's been off and on since. I guess I will keep my hands and feet inside this roller coaster until it comes to a complete stop. I know that I'm going to be okay eventually, but I wish I could fast forward until then to get away from this pain. Right now I can't run far enough. Please say anything .... I just need to hear you all tonight. Thanks

scarednbroken posted 3/11/2014 17:50 PM

BTDT honey. I completely lost it in the dr office when I had to talk to her... Then the L that same day....

You will be ok... Be strong. Take care. We are all here with you.


yearsofpain25 posted 3/11/2014 18:08 PM


You might not be able to see this now but eventually this will get better. At a really dark time in my life after my brother committed suicide, a few days later I remember sitting on my bedroom floor and I actually said out loud to myself "I'm going to be alright." I want you to do the same and say that out loud to yourself right now. "I'm going to be alright." Maybe it will make you feel better even if just for a moment.

Wishing you strength and courage to get through this.

I will be thinking of you tonight.


4everfaithful83 posted 3/11/2014 18:31 PM

Aw Honey! You ARE going to be alright. In fact, better than alright. The beginning is always the hardest, but trust me when I tell you that those initial feelings of pain an anguish to eventually lessen. You are a strong, beautiful person, and we are all here for you. Come back often. I don't know what I would have done without my SI family.

Hang in there, it gets better.

nekorb posted 3/11/2014 22:21 PM


I'm so sorry. That doctor's appt sucks, doesn't it? Stupid WSs making us go through that because they can't be honest or faithful or keep their damn pants on!

I hope your results come quickly and that all is OK.

We've got your back! It's going to be ok.

It is.

Skan posted 3/11/2014 22:22 PM

There's so many dips in this damned rollercoaster. So many places where the unfairness just fish-slaps you upside of your head. This is one of them. Please rest assured that the bloody thing DOES go uphill too. (((hugs)))

sunsetslost posted 3/11/2014 22:26 PM

We got you. We are a strange family, brought together by dysfunction and pain.. But together....don't forget that.

UneasyFeelings posted 3/11/2014 23:30 PM

I just had my std screening today too. Instantly put me in a bad mood when I left the office and met up with the WW for breakfast. She could tell I was off, and asked me what's wrong. After a while, I told her I was just angry about the situation I was put in. You not using protection and potentially exposing me to who knows what.

tushnurse posted 3/12/2014 14:20 PM


That is not a fun appt. I remember it well.
I hope you were treated with kindness, respect, and understanding. It is amazing how often they see it at the Gyno offices though.

Remember to be proud. YOU are putting yourself first by doing this, and that is a step toward healing.

(((and strength))))

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