Sorry you are here...a place no one wants to be but 40k plus have managed to find it.
Get tested for STDs. All of them.
Take care of yourself (eat, sleep, drink water) and your kids.
IC for you-you gotta get it out
Take care of yourself.
Angry?-Go running, workout, lift weights, shovel snow, plant a garden, go swimming, go for a long walk. Burn the rage up, don't allow yourself to be consumed and controlled by it.
The "why" is his shit. IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT!! Repeat this.
http://www.survivinginfidelity.com/faq_bs.asp#FAQ25
The Healing Library, in the yellow box upper left hand corner of this page. Read. Read alot.
Good stuff here: http://www.survivinginfidelity.com/forums.asp?tid=235051
Unfortunately, this is the beginning, and it sucks. It may get worse, but it will eventually get better. I am almost 6 months past dday and I'm ok. There are lots of folks here who will help. You don't need to make any decision now or next week or next month. Take time to think and make the best decision for you!
Others will post, hang in there!
(((missy717)))
[This message edited by Michman at 9:47 AM, March 14th (Friday)]