We have our first marriage counseling appointment to take place on Saturday, March 29. I'm a bit nervous. I'm SO glad they take my insurance, so I only have to pay $25 per visit instead of $150. That's something, I guess.
I went to the website and printed off two of their "new patient" questionnaires. Filled mine out when I got home. Wow, that was difficult. When my husband came home, he filled HIS out. That was quite a surprise - a good one. Not only that he did it, but he did it as soon as he got home, and without bitching. I thought he'd try to put it off, huff about it, and generally make an ass of himself. It really seems as if he wants to do better.
I guess I have a tiny glimmer of hope. But only a tiny one. I still don't believe that he kept their contact to text/phone. I simply don't believe it, regardless of the difficulty they would have had getting together. I still think they did at least once. I also don't think that contact has stopped. I need to address these in therapy ASAP.
So I'm hopeful, but trying to prepare myself emotionally for everything imploding in my face.