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neverdidithink posted 3/19/2014 14:03 PM

For 6 months I've been swinging wildly between trying to get through today and obsessing over what might happen in the future.

I pray that WH doesn't backslide, but that's really out of my control. He's struggling mightily with something today and doesn't want to discuss it. After some short-lived agida, I'm at peace with it. He'll share once he has had time to process whatever is on his mind. (or he won't.)

I have been preparing meals because 2 of the kids are living at home right now, but for months have been defaulting to far too much comfort food. This week I planned (and executed!) much healthier meals. I went for a walk at lunch time today despite the cold and wind.

I've felt so stuck for months now. I'm not sure what is different this week, but for some reason I'm ready to move forward, outcome be damned. I'll reallocate some of the energy from worrying about As to taking care of myself. Hell, if I didn't have an IC appointment tonight I'd go get a pedicure.

I have no idea why today feels different, but I'm very grateful that it does.

unfound posted 3/19/2014 15:49 PM

enjoy the days that are good, and keep them in mind when they're not so good.

glad you're having a good run

AML04 posted 3/19/2014 15:50 PM

And I hope you get your pedicure soon!!

1Faith posted 3/19/2014 16:12 PM

Congratulations. That is amazing and very affirming for everyone.

You are detaching with love and that is WONDERFUL.

We can't change the past but you are a shining example of how we can shape our future.

Kudos to you. ENJOY !!!

neverdidithink posted 3/20/2014 08:45 AM

I'm feeling a little less energetic today, but determined. Putting together a string of good days helps carry me through the not-so-good days.

I can do this, whatever "this" turns out to be.

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