Ok so I was texting WS about picking up the kids and of course he is making it difficult. . Anyway I told him he was making things purposely difficult for me and it's getting old. He responded with " your just use to me doing everything" OMG I could feel my blood boiling over. It took everything but I responded with" sure, whatever you want to tell yourself. I don't care anymore"
All these words were just raging inside me and I know it will all come out at him if I don't put it somewhere... so I'm sorry if this offends anyone....
You are a POS scumbag. So F-ing nasty. I can't stand you. I F-ing HATE YOU. You make my skin crawl. You are a sorry excuse of a man. You nasty Hoe F-er. You are so F-ING messed up. You only give a shit about your selfish nasty ass. What the F is wrong with you? How could you do this to your family? You could have given me diseases, you could have given me AIDS and what if I gave it to our children? Do you even give a damn? No because your a F-ing dumbass. You are worse than AIDS . I wish you would of just died instead of reveal your true self. It's disgusts me to think you are the one I had my children with. I get so mad when I think that my beautiful kids have your nasty blood running through them. I F - ING HATE YOU TO THE CORE YOU NASTY POS... WHY DON'T YOU JUST GO OUT TO SOME RANDOM BAR TONIGHT AND FIND ANOTHER F-ING CUM BUCKET WHORE TO STICK YOU D IN? AND NOT COME BACK THIS TIME? AND JUST STAY THE F AWAY FROM US FOREVER. I WISH YOU WERE DEAD!
But of course none of this matters because " I don't care anymore"
At least I'll let him think that. I feel Sooooo much better right now... Oh and just to make things clear, he really is a good dad. . This is just some of the crap that comes out of me when I'm mad. I'm working on it ..hence my post lol