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DTERMINED2SURVIV (original poster member #42294) posted at 3:58 PM on Saturday, March 22nd, 2014
Im not good enough. No matter what Ive been through with you, no matter the times you doubted me and ive proved you wrong, no matter what obtacles weve overcame, im just not ENOUGH. Its seeming to me that youll never love me as much as you love yourself.
You constantly tell me how much I mean to you, how much I deserve the best. How in your lowest moments in your life, I was there. How you'll never be able to repay me. I just want you to love me!
The worst feeling is to give somebody every ounce of yourself, to go above and beyond, and still feel its not enough.
I wish I was enough.
karmahappens ( member #35846) posted at 4:13 PM on Saturday, March 22nd, 2014
You are enough.
You need to realize the beginning of understanding will come when you love you.
Don't let someone else determine your worth, they have no right to.
“And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom”
Anaïs Nin
Me: 45
Him: 47
Dday 8/2007
We have R'd
sunflowergirl30 ( member #28979) posted at 4:26 PM on Saturday, March 22nd, 2014
The thing is with people like that...the are empty. Its not that your not enough! Its that they are the ones who arent enough. Someone can love the shit out of you...but that love can still be lacking in every way. Its all they can muster up and its sad. It has nothing to do with you! I have felt that I am not enough. My wh keeps breaking my heart piece by piece. But deep down i know its him who's lacking! Not me. Doesnt mean it doesnt hurt! Im so cried out..I hate this shit.
First D-day May 2010, Last D-day Sept 2015. Filed for divorce Nov. 2015
Divorce final March 4, 2016
To many false R’s to mention. One to many affairs to list. Cheaters suck, suck the life right out of you, as they smile in your face..
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