And I was reminded of how much he feels like home to me, like a part of me.
I have to remember this doesn't change certain facts that made my decision for me. This doesn't mean he gets another chance.
Dammit I shoulda stood strong! Bad Virginiagirl!
We are done.
Big hugs, I hope this doesn't set you back.
My WH went after his HS girlfriend too, and thought he was in love with her for an entire year during our M. Lovely, huh? I admire you, at least you made a decision, sure there are times when you feel vulnerable, use him, but then push it back to where it belongs (not in your life.)
I decided last night to get a D. It's NOT working, I can't get over what he did, I tried I really did. It breaks my heart, but I can't live like this anymore. Good luck my dear.
Status: We're going to try IC one more time.
I'll never trust him. I might be doomed to love him forever, but my trust in what I thought we were is shattered. He still won't tell me shit.
Just because last night felt good and he said alot of the right things to get here, I still remember how he acted last time I tried to give him a second chance. Even when he left this morning.... I wasn't impressed. He was back to business.
Learn from it, remember how it makes you feel, and carry on.