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fireproof (original poster member #36126) posted at 5:12 AM on Monday, March 24th, 2014
Imagine not ever being in an environment totally alone and walking into very few women and a lot of men.
I told myself it would be ok and was slightly excited.
I went in and as I sat there I wasn't talking to anyone. Thank gosh for old friends people were texting me from different states to stay and how brave.
I looked around the room and by the end I was getting high fives from the guys- the girls were chatting about other things.
It was scary, very sad as I was use to being with my ex in those type of situations, BUT overall grateful for old friends who had my back and the new ones who I look forward to seeing. It also made me stretch my healing.
It was a good start not great but I stayed and persevered 
Life is really short and I realized time to believe all is possible is over but doesn't have to be replaced with nothing is possible all is possible.
I am still hurting but it is more a desire to get better at my NB.
It is a strong feeling 
[This message edited by fireproof at 11:13 PM, March 23rd (Sunday)]
HurtsButImOK ( member #38865) posted at 7:30 AM on Monday, March 24th, 2014
Yay you! Good job pushing yourself outside of your comfort zone. Its hard to do but most often very rewarding.
Keep on rocking your NB!
Me: Awesome - 35.... ummm, not anymore
"I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel". –Maya Angelou
gardenparty ( member #12050) posted at 2:48 AM on Wednesday, March 26th, 2014
You never know what you are capable of until you have to be. Good for you for accepting the challenge and doing so well.
fireproof (original poster member #36126) posted at 3:36 AM on Wednesday, March 26th, 2014
Thank you all for your support.
It is hard but one day at a time
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