Imagine not ever being in an environment totally alone and walking into very few women and a lot of men.
I told myself it would be ok and was slightly excited.
I went in and as I sat there I wasn't talking to anyone. Thank gosh for old friends people were texting me from different states to stay and how brave.
I looked around the room and by the end I was getting high fives from the guys- the girls were chatting about other things.
It was scary, very sad as I was use to being with my ex in those type of situations, BUT overall grateful for old friends who had my back and the new ones who I look forward to seeing. It also made me stretch my healing.
It was a good start not great but I stayed and persevered 
Life is really short and I realized time to believe all is possible is over but doesn't have to be replaced with nothing is possible all is possible.
I am still hurting but it is more a desire to get better at my NB.
It is a strong feeling 
[This message edited by fireproof at 11:13 PM, March 23rd (Sunday)]
