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I was cleaning out my work computer and came across some old A stuff. Most were the normal, ie saved text messages, emails, etc but there was one that really made me cringe. Not because my fwh was horrible in it or there was any damaging evidence. No I cringed because I was just a complete and utter bitch in it.

Justified bitch, but a bitch nonetheless.

It was dated February 5, 2013, the day after the last time I kicked him out of the house. I went back through our finances from the time he told me he wanted a D, in September 2012, to that day and made in itemized list of the money that I spent on our M. Literally took EVERY transaction and divided it by 1/3 and tallied it up. Then I added his car and insurance payments on top of that. It was 1,000s of dollars. I slapped it all into an excel spreadsheet and sent it to him with a short, to the point, statement. Attached hereto you will find an itemized list of money that I have personally spent since September. I expect payment in full within the next 3 weeks. I guess I figured since it took him only 3 weeks from reconnecting with the MOW to wanting a divorce, it should only take him that much time to pay me back.

It's funny that when I remember what I posted about back in the day, I made a habit of downplaying some of my reactions. Hmmm....maybe I should talk to someone about that.

It can be not so cool to revisit our temporary crazy. At least we can see how weve grown.

Seems perfectly reasonable to me.

Yah sometimes I wonder how I even managed to function during that time.