Do you ever just feel totally drained, exhausted for having to deal with crap?
Today was pretty crappy. I took my dog to he veT as she has a lump on her leg. Turns out its a tumour. They may need to amputate the leg. She's an old girl(13 years) but a beautiful dog. It broke my heart. I don't wan the girls to lose their pet.
On the way home from the vet I got 'rear ended'. It was minor.. No major damage.. But still.
After that we witnessed a major collision. Police were called, roads were blocked off, I think someone passed.
Then, this evening I get a series of texts
WH : are the girls available to see this weekend or are you stopping me again?
ME: hang on a minute. I told you that we were busy most weekends through March. Last weekend we had something booked which ID given you a months notice about.id appreciate you dropping the attitude.
WH: f$ck you
Me: wow really
WH : yeah really. Keep using them as tools. Idiot.
Me: oh well when you are prepared to be civil with me and not rude I'm happy to discuss this weekends plans with you.
*crickets*
WTF???
I'm really not sure where his anger is coming from. I have not heard a peep from him all week (I have not msg him either 180/NC)..
I had booked some family photos for last weekend. I told him about it at he start of the month (well not the pics but we had plans). I made a point of telling him as I said that I wanted him to realise it was every Sunday we'd had something planned and I didn't want him to think I was stopping him from seeing the kids. He actually replied that he understands that life goes on...
I have the text messages that I was going to screens hot and text him. But I figured that would be breaking NC. For crying out loud.... I just feel drained.
[This message edited by Sadmumma at 6:23 AM, March 28th (Friday)]
On any given day you have the power to say "my story is not going to end like this"
Me 41 BS
Him 41 WH
6 kids...7 weeks, 5,7,9,11&13
D day jan 29th 2014