you know the feeling that you get when you have REALLY fouled something up... I have had that all day.
I just looked at my calendar and have a ton of stuff this coming month. Nothing too crazy... biggest is my DD's music recital in a few weeks... everything else is done (science fair) or things that I can't really control
I have a new neighbor who ALWAYS comes over... she has a son my son's age, and they love to play together. I really like my neighbor, and love that my son has a new friend, but when they come over they are here for hours and its hard to get them to leave. Also, they drop by all of the time, and when my DS hears the door bell, he gets excited and wants to play, so I give in and let him play.
I am an introvert by nature, and I think the past few weeks have been "too much socializing" for me. I haven't really had a chance to recharge, and Im feeling really anxious...
My H asked me to go on a business trip with him, and I lost it. I wanted to go, but Im spent. I just am at the edge and had to say no. My very social DD asked to have a playdate today, and I had to say no again. I made today mandatory couch-popcorn-movie day (after we went to church where we had to interact with people...)
My kids are very social, I am not. We homeschool, so I am forced to be much more social than I'd like, at homeschool groups, other social groups, etc etc...
I think I have just burnt myself out.
anyone else like me... I need a hug... and a virtual friend (who I don't need to interact with or entertain LOL )