So, to make a long story short, I am such an a**.
I posted a few topics the other day about how my H was being distant and weird. Then I ranted about how he never really apologized to me and how he should have been begging for my forgiveness...blah blah blah. So i texted him friday while I was a work and really let him have it
!!! He got home and kissed my forehead, and said you know I have been sick for a week, sorry ive been distant I love you. Then I looked at the date: It is the anniversary of his sisters death 4 years ago. I feel like such an jerk. So then we talked and he opened up a bit and he also said he understood why I was so angry and he would try to talk more.
IS it normal to just automatically jump to the worst? I hate that feeling. Will things ever really be normal after you deal with someone breaking your heart? TRUST...whats that?