I feel like I have failed so much the last couple of years
Horseshit! I don't see any personal failure in your story.
- You were laid off because of a management decision, NOT fired for incompetence.
- You had a miscarriage. Sadly, that's just a thing that happens from time to time. You didn't cause it.
- You were left by a lying, cheating arsehole. HE failed to keep his marriage together. You are free from said lying, cheating arsehole.
You didn't cause any of those things to happen. They're hard fucking knocks - no doubt about that - but they do NOT represent any failure on your part.
You are going to rock the real estate world.
Two sons: Born 2000 and 2003
Cheating louse: What's her name again?
Finally divorced Jul/17
The best thing about hitting rock bottom is that everything after that looks fucking fabulous!