That is a quote that I have to read all the time to know that:
There is something out of all this suffering that I am suppose to learn. To be open to the pain and the suffering even if I hate it. There is a reason that I was chosen just as all of us here, and it is to learn or become closer to the higher to the higher power and to use our wisdom help others through it.
I have learned (as much as I hate it) that this suffering and pain is only for the strong. No one can feel or understand it unless they have gone through it. This has been the most horrific 5 years of my life and still I stand, being strong with a huge heart, compassion for others, a gentle hand when needed, words of encouragement that life is not as bad as we feel, to embrace each tear, each heart pounding, each thought, and know that it is going to be okay. To know that I will survive this with grace and my head held high. I will not let another person bring me to hate them, to take my soul from me. That is what they have inside of them and I don't want to be like that.
We will fear the unknown, we will fear the loss, we will fear the unfairness of it all, but fear can only last as long as you want it to. Have FAITH in yourself each day not fear. Faith that you are someone and you are WORTH EVERYTHING! BS(ME)40 WH(HIM)38
DD 20 and DS 15
Separated Aug 2012
Moved back home Oct 31 2013
Separated again June 2014. Heading toward divorce.
False R. Still Lying.
"You never know how strong you are until being strong is all you have left"