Always know if the juice is worth the squeeze...
My one year DDAY anniversary is coming up in nearly 2 months.
Firstly - I cannot believe that nearly a year has passed already! They say "time fly's when you're having fun"...well it must fly when your miserable and going through hell too!!
My question for anyone with advice is...What can I expect from my one year DDAY anniversary? I scared of what it actually means...I'm scared of what will happen to my emotions. R has been going pretty smooth lately and I have been feeling better. I guess I'm afraid of a "relapse" in emotions...
Also, WBF is not the type to bring up the A, and I have a feeling he will not acknowledge the A anniversary at all. Am I suppose to bring it up? Leave it be...I'm confused! And to make it more confusing, DDAY is the night before WBF's birthday...even though I know he put himself in this situation, I still find myself not wanting to ruin his bday by making DDAY the sole focus...
On a side note:
The one year anniversary of the first day WBF met OW is a month away, and we are actually taking a vacation, which I'm really looking forward to. It was his idea and I want to take back (I know that sounds silly) those days and make them our own again.
I know this post is all over the place, but any help or opinions from you guys would be awesome. Thanks for reading!
Together 9 years
DDay: June 24, 2013