Always know if the juice is worth the squeeze...
Wow boy! I have been really good at controlling my emotions over the last couple months, but last night I lost it.
WBF and I were invited to dinner at a friends house that we haven't seen in quite some time. Unfortunately, the ONLY way to get to their house (literally) is to pass OW house (friends house and OW house are only about 5 min apart), and this is where WBF and OW were physical.
Obviously I knew this before we agreed to go, but I thought I'd be fine.
WBF and I had to take separate cars because our friends car had been at our place so WBF could work on it, and we were dropping it off as well.
I lost it.
The whole time I was thinking that this was the drive he took to see OW, and how it was 30 god damn minutes away...he had all that time to realize the mistake he was making...to change his mind...but he didn't.
It made me immensely sad...
I did discuss it with WBF on the way home (now we are in the same car) and he apologized, but he really just doesn't get it. He tried just talking about every day things instead. I cried quietly to myself.
I haven't had a trigger like this in a while, and it just hurts so bad.
Together 10 years
1 doggie, 1 Cat
DDay: June 24, 2013
IN R...Working at it every day.