Purge that bad mojo however you need to and keep walking forward, Winter.
"The dark does not destroy the light; it defines it." - Brene Brown
For example, *****warning---TMI***** I've also dissembled the "toy" used in marriage into as many small pieces as I can with a pair of scissors and a screw-driver...then packaged up the approximately 1/132 size pieces in individual plastic grocery bags originally saved to house cat feces from the litter pan... and I am slowly placing those bags into subsequent bags of kitchen garbage so no one could ever piece those 132 parts together and go "THAT is a v______r! For shame," in my very small town...and I REALLY enjoy this process. Suggestions as to the appropriate thread for my sick-humored self here at SI?
'Cause I'm gonna have to laugh to get through this whole.
Bless you, NIK, for paying attention to the rantings of an off-centered, under-attack, determined-to-survive, crazy person.
him idiotic sex addicted, hormone addled, porn watching, post pubescent male with a walking hard on for anything without a penis
4 kids 15 13 12 8
Earned my *F* the hard way.
I destroyed plenty of stuff. H didn't have AP in our bed, but I got rid of the bedding too. We got a new bed. Totally changed the bedroom to make it different. I can't tell you why I felt the need to do that, but I did.
H lost a lot of clothes because I just felt the need and I knew he had been with AP in them.
We have successfully R. I won't say completely because I feel like it will always be a work in progress for us.
You do what you feel like you need to.
When the dogwood tree beside it blooms white, as it surely will very soon, I'll think of you. Thanks for your support.
infidelity is crazy making stuff.