Thank you everyone
Had myself a good cry last night. Never thought we would be D.
I did give it my best shot, although, according to him, he says I never tried or gave him a chance. Whatever! If that was the case I would have filed a long time ago.
Yes gypsyb it is time to take back my life. I've straddled this fence for to long now. I can't believe it's been 17 months this nightmare has gone on.
I think the fact that I took him back after a 3 month separation and he showed his ugliness to me in 3 days showed me it just wasn't going to work. Plus the fact he immediately ran down to the bar where his A started really showed me. He admitted he did that to piss me off. Yup! It sure did!
So far all is quiet. We are still living together. He is being extremely nice knowing I have filed. Although he has not been officially served. Hope it stays that way....