I was having a converstion with a girlfriend this weekend and she tells me I fall in love with all the guys I go out with...that insulted me!! but I had to analize it.
I have been on many dates with many guys but really have only developed deeper conection with about 5 of them. We start off with constant contact go out for a bit develope some sort of reltionship and then things just kind of start to fade out then its nothing for a few months. I havent really ended in bad terms with any of them we kind of just loose interest. Then one way or another I end up having a friendship with them. We contact eachother here and there and see eachother once in a while.
Well it seems like whenever I see them I feel somethign for them I wouldn't say love, but I feel like I care for them. I feel like each and everyone of them has somethign I like something I adore about them and can't help look at them with googly eyes everytime I see them. Several of my friends make fun of that becouse they state that when I see one of these guys my face lights up and I look like Im on cloud 9.
I enjoy their company I enjoy the moment and treasure all of them. I just can't help it.
Now is that So bad?
[This message edited by APRIL2008 at 5:17 PM, April 14th (Monday)]
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