Topic: What we never wanted
Member # 31672
| Posted: 9:58 AM, April 24th (Thursday), 2014|
Had a discussion with fWH at the beginning of the week and asked if there was ever anything that was a line in the sand for him, a dealbreaker? What was one thing that he always said he wouldn't want, wouldn't tolerate out of a wife? The only thing he could come up with was "arguing." He never wanted a marriage full of disagreement. Isn't that some funny $hit. Anyway, I asked if I had an affair would he stay with me as long as we were getting along and I treated him well. He said --- yes. It was more important to him that we got along than it was for me to be faithful. WTH?
For me, I always wanted a faithful marriage. I NEVER wanted a cheating spouse. From the time I was a little girl, I've known this. I have what I never wanted.
Oh, he has also decided he wants to come here to SI and read on the Wayward Spouse forum. I'm all for it. I think he's going to get the shock of his life.
BS (me) 41; WS, 44
DD#1- 09/07/10 secret cell found, texting ho-worker. Denies EA/PA
DD#2- 12/29/13 admitted ONS (1993) with bar slut 3 yrs into marriage
DD#3- 01/21/14 ho-worker from 2010 involved "one-time BJ."
Posts: 447 | Registered: Mar 2011 | From: TN
Member # 37735
| Posted: 2:57 PM, April 24th (Thursday), 2014|
Is it possible to have a marriage without ever having an argument? Two different people are not going to agree on everything. Of course, hopefully there is healthy discussion about the disagreement, not name-calling or putting the other person down.
Infidelity, on the other hand, ends marriages.
Him: WH --Had 7 mo. PA with COW;
Married 20something years with kids
Trying to R
Posts: 1465 | Registered: Dec 2012
Member # 24719
| Posted: 3:01 PM, April 24th (Thursday), 2014|
he has skewed priorities.
Me- 40- BS Him- 36- WH D-day#1 5/25/09 3 mo. EA d-day#2 11/06/13 Prostitute 11/5/13 in R
"I've seen your flag on the marble arch, our love is not a victory march, it's a cold and broken hallelujah."- Leonard Cohen
Posts: 2286 | Registered: Jul 2009 | From: Midwest
Member # 42822
| Posted: 3:12 PM, April 24th (Thursday), 2014|
What I never wanted? The last 20 years. So to go back and wish for what I missed I would have to say the feeling I wasn't hated. That I could be myself. No wonder I grew to hate myself.
Having a bad day today. Just over all this and reverting back to that hopeless feeling. WH seems to be trying. I just can't help but feel it is too late. I learned years ago I don't need a man to feel good enough. The one man I wanted, I feel hated me all this time. I should have worked on "me" before we got married. It may have made me see I should have left him and his angry attitude. So yeah, I know now that I never wanted to be in a M unless I knew who I was and what I could bring to it.
BS me 49
OW easy NSA he says he told he was single
9 mo A
TT 2 wks later
still waiting for the rest
Married 11 yrs
In house S, Divorcing
Posts: 76 | Registered: Mar 2014 | From: Southeast US
Member # 42858
| Posted: 3:24 PM, April 24th (Thursday), 2014|
Sorry for the pain today. The stupid things they say to deflect and minimize their choices.
I never realized you could be in this much pain and not be dying.
Posts: 700 | Registered: Mar 2014
Member # 39440
| Posted: 3:32 PM, April 24th (Thursday), 2014|
The only thing he could come up with was "arguing." He never wanted a marriage full of disagreement.
He's going to be doing some work on Conflict Avoidance, right?
Posts: 221 | Registered: Jun 2013
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