Another weekend left to fend for myself with this house and yard. That stinkin yard! I wanted to stay in my house to keep things as stable as possible for the kids, but this yard is killing me. I also realized how much was neglected last summer when we were in the throes of post D Day.
In other news, I am a yard badass. It looks awesome out there.
Can someone bring me some Aleve? I can't move.
I have to admit though, while I was doing all this stuff I was stewing on how I shouldn't HAVE to be doing this alone. I shouldn't HAVE to be taking care of the house, the kids, the finances, working full time, etc and I realized I am in a new stage - resentment. Another divorced friend called in the middle of her meltdown to express the exact same thing - her resentment at being left to handle everything alone. It sucks, and I hate it.