She's a mother because of him. It will never, ever go away... into generations into forever. I loved him so much. I was faithful. I just do not understand what I ever did to deserve this pain. I wish he would have just shot me in the heart instead.
Prayers and positive thoughts are very welcome.
This is all so hard.
Each year will become easier and easier. YOU will heal. It's just a Hallmark Holiday anyway. If you don't want to celebrate, or acknowledge for a few years that's ok too.
((((and strength))))
Think of the haters in your life as sandpaper; they’ll scratch you up time and time again but in the end you’re polished, smooth, and spotless..while they end up useless
We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give.
Let me be clear. You did NOTHING to deserve this. Neither did I. My husband and I, as a couple, may have not been aware that our path was becoming tortuous and I will take some blame in taking our relationship for granted but he alone, owns this act. I will no longer let myself believe that I was given this torch as some sort of punishment.
I will pray for you as I pray for everyone, those who I know and don't know, who have gone through this pain. I really believe this site will make me stronger. Make US stronger!!!
Hugs
