that whole breast experience was a nightmare..They called me back in to reexamine. I received so many conflicting stories from 3 offices, that I was in a panic.. Turns out, again, its all clear..Absolutely clear..I am dismissed.. Thank you god... As for my H.He is 98 percent normal..Little memory issues...8 days ago was the worst...So I am still waiting on that verdict to stay true...He is dismissed from his program with monthly dr visits. He is on a function with his company..Dr. recommended it.His job seems secure for now... He goes back Thurs..I am a little worried but hear from him often..Hes so far, fine.. So maybe we are back on track..Which is scary..I am wondering where we will be in the marriage...I have been very angry thru this ordeal... I have been very disappointed in him as a mate for some time...I was shocked at the level of anger I felt thru this..We discussed a little, very little, the issues before the breakdown...I blankly told him if he did any of the "women flirting or staring" after all this, I would be done..It would be too much..It scared him..He s afraid he will slip as he gets better... He says he is done with liquor forever...Cannot have any with these meds..We don't know yet how long he will take these..Drs haven't decided...Its amazing to see how much he has changed since stopping drinking.. He is sexually functional again... Great...
That could go either way. It would be nice to wake up and all the problems be gone..SO far, only two are taken care of and I am thankful... thank you SI friends for supporting me thru this..I cannot even begin to explain the hell of the last 10 weeks..Thanks
