Quick up to date about me, I am going through the D and have been a SAHM, met my husband at 19 and currently 41. Worked odd and end jobs here or there, was lucky found a managing job, but thank you big buy outs, my company lost the business.
During that time, I had actually, lost my gall bladder, uterus, found lumps and had been bed ridden for a good 6 months. This is when the "affair" was actually half assed confessed. But I digress.
Now, I am currently working part time waitressing and 2 years into pre reqs and co reqs for a nursing program at a community college, we decided that I would go and get 2 degrees at once while I get my nursing degree, during our false R.
During my marriage, we always had financial problems, only when he was responsible. So I found things at home to do. First and sadly, I am a couch potato, I love movies, tv shows, etc. I guess you would say I am an artist. I can make a lot of things. I crochet, taught myself how to knit, refurnish dumpster dives, jewelry, soap making, candle making, you name it, I have probably made it.
Everything I used to do, I find no love in at all anymore. I guess because it is because this house is bad juju and I just don't want to sit in it anymore. It has boxes packed all over the place and you can only clean so much.
I need help...I need ideas what I can do, free, outside of the home during the summer. I have a few vacations and concerts already planned. It's all the spare time, I need to get my mind off things!