Yesterday morning my BH sent me a text asking if I was at work...I was and had been since 8:00 (it was 9:00 when he texted me)..the app that I got for my phone was delayed and had just told him I had gotten to work....naturally he was worried especially since I left the house at 7:00.
Today he texted me and asked how my day was...we chatted a bit and then he admitted that he had driven through the town I used to work(and the town XAP lives in) and had looked for my car in a parking lot when he drove by, terrified that he would see my car there(it is a parking lot near my old job and is also somewhere I would meet xap at during the A).
I told my BH that I understand why driving by that spot is so painful for him and apologized for being the one who put him in this position...and causing all these doubts. I reassured him that I am not going to make those poor choices ever again and that I will spend the rest of my life proving that to him.
I tried to find a new more accurate GPS tracker for my phone and downloaded one. The thing that makes this harder is that I don't have a typical job where I am sitting in an office all day...some days I may be at the office for an hour or two or more, and other days I never even get a chance to go there. I drive a lot with because of my job and am constantly.driving from one place to another. I feel like this almost makes it more difficult for him because I have that freedom in my job.
Other than being transparent with everything what can I do to help my BH rebuil his trust in me?