So, I'm sitting here under the influence of tooooooooomuch wine and thinking, why????????
Why do we even bother trying? I mean, seriously, who gives a shit? They obviously didn't. They didn't care about us. They didn't care about unravelling our lives. They never thought about us when they met up with their "girlfriends"? W the F.... are we here worrying about how to keep this marriage together when it was obviously, the last thing on their minds.
Is this really worth it? Is this the "rest of our lives."
What did we do to deserve this type of treatment? If there is a God, wouldn't he, finally, take mercy on us and take us home?
I don't understand this. The pieces do not fit. How could my wonderful husband cheat on me for 7 years (off and off)??????
Am I really that bad? Am I really that awful of a person? If so, why am I still here? Oh, never mind, I remember, only the good die young!!!!
[This message edited by devasted30 at 5:31 PM, May 18th (Sunday)]