So I am sitting by the phone, patiently waiting to hear if the STBX will be getting his job back. It's in front of the union board. I have been praying for it for weeks now. I know he doesn't even deserve my prayers, but is it selfish for me to want it to be a little less stressful for me.
I know I can do it on my own without his money...I just would like to get my alimony for the next few years of school and getting on my feet, or I will have to get 2 jobs and go to school. That would make this transition/divorce so much easier for me.
And next week we have our next court date.
I just want to get into Marty McFly's time machine, be divorced and have all this mess behind me and never have to look back!