So I feel I have finally...finally...hit the acceptance phase. It has taken me a long road...3 years since first DD day and on the road to divorce.
I have notice things aren't getting me as worked up as before. And after seeing him, I realized I wanted him to leave...his mere presence makes my skin crawl.
I haven't been able to go to IC, lost our insurance and don't have the cash to pay for that, as I am struggling to make ends meet. Amazingly, someone came back into my life who has been my rock. A childhood friend that I grew up with.
I know it will take me a long time to be able to date again, because I have too many ME goals to get involved with anyone, and I am not afraid of being alone.
And just like everyone says, just one day you wake up and you feel at peace. I finally hit a milestone...now is my divorce over with yet? LOL 
