Thank you everybody!
The wave has passed. Texted a friend, that helped. Then went outside and used all that anger and hurt energy to get some yard work done.
Watered my garden, them my flower pots and rose bushes. Then I cleaned off the patio and organized. I grabbed the pruning shears and pruned away. Went for a walk.
Whew, ok. I think I can handle the rest of the day.
FTG. He never deserved me anyway! Asswhole and whore deserve each other and I hope they have many miserable years together.
ETA: Sunshine, I'm sorry. Your DD is so recent, I know this has to really be rough on you today!
Lots and lots of hugs.
[This message edited by StillLivin at 1:22 PM, May 20th (Tuesday)]