Well, it has been years since I have been here but it is one place I feel safe.
I still struggle holding relationships together. Everything is still a red flag to me and I feel helpless. I fall in love so quickly looking for comfort then panic sets in.
Therapy has helped but I have so far to go.
Jut want others to know it can remain a struggle for years after and please do not beat yourself up if you slip up.
My only regret is the people I have hurt along the way.
Thanks for letting me express myself for a bit and best of luck to all of the survivors here.