I have been feeling on edge and vulnerable all week and couldn't work out why, until it clicked, yesterday. This week is the two year antiversary of The Arse going over to Fat Bottomed Girls flat to f**k her (he says he couldn't get it up, I say,does it matter whether he got it in or not?
This evening a friend is picking the children and I up to go to a fab Christian camping festival over the bank holiday weekend (UK). In many ways,this will be just what I need. But I'm still on edge and don't want to ruin it for anyone, especially as when I'm like this I get snappy with the children. Those of you who pray,can you be praying for me? I'm hoping that this will be a very healing/affirming weekend with lots of fun too. But I will have no privacy to go and have a good cry and let it all out (I'm not a public crier).
And anyone got any tips to help? Thanks.
Him: STBXWH 'The Arse' - Unremorseful passive aggressive blameshifter. Many EA's & at least 1 PA. Dday Aug 2012. He walked out April 2013, wanting D, now stalling
Took a while, but I like the me I am, without him