I honestly can't remember. Has it been 7 YEARS, or maybe only 6??
For me, it has been an itch I can't scratch. It's really never there, until it's there. And then, it's insatiable.
But 7 years? That I thought about this? That's kinda sad, no? Well, yes. For me, yes.
Forgiveness is, apparently, not into vocabulary. Oh sure, I SWORE it was. But it isn't. And you know what I learned??
It's killing me. So I work on that now. Not faking it Cuzco I'm AMAZING at that. Real, true life, forgiveness.
I'm so pissed at me for my shortcomings. Frankly, I suck.
Jesus, who does that. But I love him, and he loves me. And I wonder why I deserve this man.