his Dday: 2/10 but TT until 7/11
We spend the weekend at DD's apartment about 2 hours from home. Had a great time as she has a pool right outside her door and of course, I love leaving town! Very low key, enjoyable, watched movies, went out for sushi, pool for couple hours and then home. We seemed very connected and loving and we watched 12:00 High when we got home, laying on the couch, and just unwound.
But we both had awful nights. I woke up at 2 crazy angry and slept in the other bed. He had awful dreams of me sneaking out at night to see a guy. We both lost about 3 hours of sleep. I woke up with an awful migraine and he had to go for a run to let off some steam.
Both of us wondering why we had such a good weekend and then this happens. And it makes me wonder, at over 4 years out, he still has these dreams and I feel so sad for him. Infidelity really does wreak havoc on the BS's life.
Unanswered questions? Still trust, anger and abandonment issues? We did find out DS may have contracted an STD, other DS starts right out of college job today.
my Ddays: 1/12, 4/12 broken NC 12/12
me (WW/BS): 48
4 kiddos in mid 20's
“Most things will be okay eventually, but not everything will be. Acceptance is a small, quiet room.”